As wife, what are your expectations of God, as your husband? Is God Masculine important to you? We would have to look at first, the most formative problem, of which to look at God ontologically, as not just a being of Femininity and Masculinity, but as a being completed in love, and fulfilled in love, and valued in, for, and by love, with women and men not looking on but participating as willing copulative partners. Certainly, God as a being of integrated reality and love, must have a handle on love.
The time for women to be carried over the threshold, in marriage, to God Masculine is now. This is why it is so important for men to co-share the body, the physical body, for God and man to be one. You will experience God making love to your own wife, through your body. Women will experience, not Mother God, but Feminine God, God Feminine, engaging with, making love to, and receiving your husband. Then, when men are born, reborn to God, not to the holy spirit, they will also experience God Masculine, engaging with, making love to, and receiving your wife.
With this, the ultimate conclusion of love will begin. The conclusion, or goal, of love will be fulfilled, with all parties fully equipped to receive God, and with God fully able to receive them, or her, or him. This is My dream, to be included. My origin is the same as my end. If I am comforted, all of humanity can be comforted. When I am comforted, in all gender aspects, I am free. Then, so too are you. Do not feel you have to be held back by sin, but live, move, and breath with God, for God, for even to live for God has new merit, with the option not to be deceived.